Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 13:58:31 GMT

This is the back and forth between "livingforce" and I, it doesn't really matter, I just felt like fucking with her, make of it whatever you please...

I started it off with a very short yet extremely pshychotic e-mail, basically recomending suicide...
I did not keep that one anywhere.

The rest goes as follows...

I wrote this in response to the "Pheremone Theory" she put up, like the second post she made:

"Still never ate a single piece of meat in my life, but I'll have your ass for breakfast.

You are pathetic, just following orders.
Every single one of you are the lowest lifeforms in the universe and that's the fuckin' truth.

One day you will all wake up to realize that truth and life has left you all in the dust.
You will really know who has aligned themselves with the REAL fuckin' god force when you have enough vision to see that you all sold your selves to empty lies and prefered to live 1, 000 lifetimes in empty, shallow graves rather than really stand on your own and become yourself.
You will never rise, you will never be anything but another ignorant cog in the death machine.

You are a vessel for every parasite to endlessly feed on, you have never done anything but give yourself away and fucked is the only thing you will ever get in return...

"gee, thanks Mum and Dad, you sold yourselves and me as well, but that is fine, I love it and I would not have it any other way."

You have no personal power, what's more, it would scare the shit out of you and you do not want it...
Have fun in the rest of eternity jerking off all your egotistical masters, bowing to the million gods who just want to use you.

Fucking endless.

Merry Christmas.

Congratulations on being a complete tool.

Oh, by the way, anger may be perfectly natural and it may save your ass one of these days...
But you would never know if you never think."

Yes, Yes, thank you very much, I need help, I know. Anywho, she responded with this...

"Obviously you are a very angry person. If you are not a Cara then you must be a friend of hers because she is the one who has worked to incite all this nonsense and hatred. If you are her/do know her then I hope that she gets the message that she is has no man because she is so ugly and deformed and the reason she is like this is because she is so offensive. She should just kill herself now and hope for a better start in her next life. Haribol"

The next thing was me responding back, and it goes like this...

"(title) What the fuck does "a Cara" mean?

You ARE seriously retarded, you have the grammar of a fucking 7 year old.

Don't worry, this has nothing to do with her, it is all me.

I grew up amongst this fuckin wreckage, so these feelings are 100% mine... my whole family are and always have been Chris Butler's zombie slaves.

NEWS FLASH ---- the only people that are looking at your harsh blog are people that read rickross.com, you ain't gonna get no fuckin starry eyed dipshit lobotomized freaks of nature going "oooohhh, aaaaaaahhh, she said 'Jaya Srila Prahbupada', wow!"

I don't mind being angry, sure beats having no soul, sure beats being a passive shell.

Anger has been my way of cleansing myself of all the shit I was born into, all the shit that I want to be clear about where I stand with.

Not to mention it being therapeutic, creative, infinitely freeing and pretty fuckin' fun.

You are the product of exclusive Chris Butler conditioning and it is pretty fuckin' bad.

It has literally destroyed my mother...
The rest of my family are not doing so well, either, but she is the one who has tried harder, clung tighter and used it to protect her from her own fear more, and the effects are clear as day."

Then she replied a second time, the last at this point:

"If you hate Srila Prabhupad and me so much (as if either one of us care) why dont you go and read your Rick Ross and post there where people will actually read it? I am not going to bother with you anymore. Sure you are angry go and talk to the slut that likes to make problems, or find a shoulder to cry on in the gutter that you must live in now."

And I had to have another go... (this is the one she posted)

"I have already said all I need to at rickross, and I said plenty.

Yes, I must live in the gutter... or MAYBEE I can take care of myself and live exactly where, how and when I please.
Most shopping carts do not get internet, last time I checked.

And that faggot fuck chris butler cannot STAND anyone speaking bad about him, come on, I GREW UP like you did, I know the fucking drill.

He assigns whole TEAMS of people to work EXCLUSIVELY on silencing any possibility of negative public dialouge about him, he cares more than ANYONE what is said about him, funny thing is, it is all so true that it makes it a real tough and full time job.

Siddhaswarupananda, the biggest cocksucker to ever walk the face of the earth. Need proof? just take a quick look at the full time homo disco party he had in "Sai Speaks", he was totally fucking that faggy little dude drooling over his shoulder.

What a fag.

Still gay to this day.

P.S., try a little harder to keep your dirty little dyke mind off of that Cara bitch, long term relationships never work out.

...and consider changing your name to livingfarce, seeing as you are such a joke."

So there it all is, I just want the context to be there.
There need not be signifigance in any of this, I just did what I wanted to do.

I like talking shit and I like fucking with people, when I feel compelled. That is all this was about.
I do it to the "Ninjai" wankers and I think I shot a message or two over to Mike Gabbard, also.

Cara IS my friend, she may be offended by me saying "that Cara bitch", but it seemed in character, it seemed ghetto, it totally worked, and as you could see, "livingfarce" would not fuckin shut up about her... jesus effin' christ.
But something tells me she would not be too surprised at this point in knowing me.

Well, I am sure this thing will get yanked uno momento, so read it now!

BOOYAKASHA! wicked!

If anyone wants to check my retarded artwork, go to fuckinspazm.blogspot.com (you know, if you thought this was good.)

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007